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  • Trip Report: Testosterone

    Day 1 (Aug 21 evening) True aim: see if I can get to a point of energy, libido, fitness, subtle masculinization, and clitoral growth that I’m happy with. Proxy aim: get to the upper end (70ng/dl) of natural cis female T levels, or a little higher, into the between zone.

  • My current failed catgirl atrocity novel

    The one where a catgirl betrays her emperor when he starts nuclear war by fleeing the planet with his disarmed flagship containing tens of thousands of people, who promptly start killing each other.

  • What each drug gates

    I was once unambiguously addicted to weed. When I was partying a lot, I questioned whether I was addicted to alcohol as well. I concluded no, but that conclusion seems worth explaining right now, as I taper off Ritalin. These three have been "problems" in different ways, so it's interesting to articulate how.

  • The two conquests of Tymek

    In the immoderate (so we say) planet of Tymek, the stages of adulthood are two. In the first, one sets out to conquer the world. One overextends oneself, takes on ventures that fail, and makes reckless public promises, including oaths for marriages that will detonate in demoniac divorces.

  • Soft-leaving social media; choosing creation over connection

    Would I rather have a small shot at emitting what is in me – what is great within me – or would I rather be well known and liked? This was a very difficult question. You might think this an obviously false dichotomy, since being great will let you be known and liked.

  • My breakup ceremony script

    Which I recommend for some breakups.